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DEPRESSION PART 5:

JENNIFER GIVES HER STORY OF HOPE:

PEER PRESSURE:
OK due to peer pressure in 2013 after joining HIGH SCHOOL started using DRUGS LIKE BHANG AND MIRAA and also DRINKING BEE.

SCHOOL SUSPENSION:
Was SUSPENDED FROM SCHOOL while in FORM 3 due to snicking out and involving myself na vitu ILLEGAL at school and DRUGS had to DROP OUT OF SCHOOL and also at HOME being the SECOND BORN nilikuwa nasumbuwa wazazi.

HATE,GANG,UNPROTECTED SEX AND PROSTITUTION:
but did this since MY DAD HATED ME SO MUCH , I had to go out and look for that love involved myself with GANGS , would PARTY AT TIMES I would go SELL MY BODY through PROSTITUTION which I knew nothing about how to PROTECT MYSELFf and much more did this for 3 DAYS it was the WORST EXPERIENCE,i got money like around 1500 which I used in DRINKING AND RAVING.

PARTIALLY MARRIED:
Luck I was GOT A MAN and explained my situation and accepted to LIVE WITH ME ,I stayed at his home and after having engaged INTO SEXV NIKAPATA MIMBA{PREGNANT} ,I had only stayed with him for like TWO WEEKS I ACCEPTED TO KEEP THE PREGNANCY!

MOM IN-LAW KICKED ME OUT:
And after some few days HIS MOM KICKED ME OUT through some THREATS and being taken to a WITCHCRAFT,i feared TERMINATING PREGNANCY and had no option than to LEAVE THE HOME.

MAN OPTED ME THOUGH:
The man responsible got to change ,involved himself in ALCOHOL DRINKING where he’d come home with BRUISES, CLOTHES TORN returning home after 3 DAYS where I had gone STARVING drinking only WATER{water is life Prince}.

BACK HOME:
I had no option than to RETURN BACK HOME where MY DAD DIDN’T WANT TO SEE ME and THREATNED TO KILL ME ME,NILIISHI MAISHA YA KUZURURA and I was TWO MONTHS PREGNANT.

PRAYERS AND ACCEPTANCE:
Through PRAYERS MY DAD AKATULIA AND ACCEPTED ME WITH MY PREGNANCY.

MY MUM WAS TOO PREGNANT:
Which I didn’t know ,AND WITHIN NO TIME SHE DELIVERED and after 2 months I was about to conceive.

DAD STRESSED AGAIN:
During this PERIOD MY DAD would NOT TALK TO ME and even at times insisted I should LEAVE HIS HOUSE and GO BACK BACK WHERE I GOT PREGNANCY.

LABOUR AND PAIN:
I had to GO ON FOOT from korokocho to huruma where my Aunty.
and I took a car heading to garissa it’s where we alighted bila hata pesa had to take foot to pumwani.

MSAMARIA MWEMA{GOOD SAMARITAN}:
By God’s grace tukapata msamaria mwema who dropped us off,gave BIRTH WELL TO A BOUNCING BABY GIRL and returned home the next day.

HIDING:
At home stayed for two weeks without my dad knowing juu alikuwa na kisirani sana when he came to know,alituma niambiwe nirudi kule nilitoa that PREGNANCY,through PRAYERS aka cool and ACCEPTED ME.

BACK TO SCHOOL:
DAD ACCEPTED To take me back to school in 2017 had to go back toFORM 3,so mi hukuwa na that SPIRIT OF REJECTION and my dad and some family members were still on my nerves but nitajikaza.

REJECTION,DEPRESSION AND BACK TO DRUGS:
so feeling lonely had to join some friends who were THUGS and used DRUGS ,we would SMOKE and this was due to DEPRESSION where I would think of my CHILD’S WELFARE and myself to WHAT IFI am always REJECTED,being spiced on by my sister’s na pia kutharauliwa so my form three was over trying my best at school and also cooling my mind.

NEW LOVE AND 2ND PREGNANCY:
So in year 2017 March got someONE to love me and my BABY GIRL and I felt at list had someone to love me we stayed till year 2018 where I got ANOTHER PREGNANCY on may he insisted that I SHOULD NOT TERMINATE it but I though it was the best thing since if I kept it I would be CHASED AWAY FROM HOME and all stuff,HE ALSO WASN’T STABLE and he didn’t help me with MY CHILD FINANCIALLY.

ABORTION:
I did the doing after having gone to a CHEMIST where the lady gave me SOME PILLS and had to insert them I thought it was done but after a few weeks it wasn’t I return back there and she gave other pills which I used but they caused pain in my stomach I got to BLEED FOR SOME HOURS. so after this I thought it was over and stayed nut didn’t get my monthly periods and so during August after involving Myself with police cases and much more being arrested and so on ,i reached September no periods and could hear some movements I had to talk with the boy but all he did was ABUSE ME. And tell me I have no child and had terminated it and also the boys mother thought to take the boys side I had no option than to tell my pastor who took me and my mum to githurai but before the I had tried it with

SELF READ:
my pastor whom we prayed and was to go for a scan and it was a bby girl five months i tried to convince them bur the all turned there backs on me miraculously I got a friend from the laboratory and introduced me to his boss and he helped me but needed 12 k which I had no idea where we would get ,so I beged the boy bt he refused at all it’s so painful but mum had to borrow 7k to help me so that morning went texted the man but no feedback and iwas inserted three tablets and three under my tongue and it was successful but through prayers cause that was about to be my end ,I had also been entered into a cult of Gaza and was taken for deliverance and I thank God for everything

APPRECIATION:
Getting to know this foundation I was going through a friend wall and through that wall I got to see the Prince Paul foundation and before then that morning I had a dream being on the front line into stopping abortion and I asked God how was it possible yet I was among those who did this and he promised to be with me,so I got to get this foundation and I believe I have been connected with my destiny connectors and it would be my request of being supported and shown the way forward into counseling my fellow youths cause I believe all is not lost I still can save someone’s life and child out there because most youths are undergoing rejection after getting pregnant and so on so please help me cause am standing strong despite all depressions I believe God gave me a chance to save someone out there thanks a lot indeed your foundation is a God sent.

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