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DEPRESSION PART 4:

Agnes A Company secretary Narrates Her Story And Process To Overcoming DEPRESSION

TEA GIRL JOB:
I got a job at a gov’t institution immediately I cleared my high school as a TEA GIRL…
I worked very hard and MY HOPES were very high…Came from a very humble background so a distant relative connected me for the job…

ENROLLED IN COLLEGE:
I enrolled to college and would pay with my then salary.. I cleared college and the same Company re-deployed me to other department based on the Course i i did in college…

YOUNG AND EXCITED:
i was young &happy.So one day a colleague told me about PLOTS being SOLD and since we could get LOANS from a CERTAIN BANK {name with held} I went took some MONEY and thought I would CHANGE MY LIFE as YOUNG AMBITIOUS ENTERPRENUER.

CONMANSHIP:
To cut the story short everything turned OUT TO BE A SCAM AND I STARTED BEING STRESSED…

FRIENDS:
I disclosed this to few friends and family.No one seems to Care and they are all too judgemental…
some even accuse me of being careless…

LAYING LIFE FOUNDATION:
I was naive and wanted the best for myself…And a youg lady i wanted to start planning and investing for future.
No one knows what tomorrow has in store for us!

LOAN STRESS:
What made it worse is my employer was not remitting the loan deductions on time so interest inaongezeka tu…

ON GOING REPAYMENT AND LONELINESS:
Am still servicing the loan…and it hurts me to core…most times all I want is to be alone,at times I can’t stand even MY TWO KIDS…so I just go maybe lock myself in the bedroom and cry a lot..

SUICIDAL:
sometimes I even feel suicidal but am a PRAYERFUL PERSON SO AM ABLE TO OVERCOME THE FEELING…

LAST PHASE:
I TRY TO ACT OK, even MTU akiniona they may even ENVY ME but deep down am FEELING DEAD…my heart aching but I have to act okay….
I KNOW I WILL PULL THROUGH.

SILENCE vs SPEAKING:
I have come to realise that sharing is more healing!
In the journey of LIFE the best part is WALKING WITH LORD.
Soon will share my SUCCESS story!
DYING IS NOT AN OPTION FOR NOW!
GOD BLESS YOU AND MAY SOMEONE FEEL ENCOURAGED!

SHARING IS CARING!

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