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DEPRESSION PART 1:

Do You Have A Story, To Inspire Someone.

Jennifer a Police woman {not her real name} narrates Her story and How She overcame depression!

It was year 2017,when my hubby lost His job. We stayed well for sometimes until my husband started engaging in beer!
He would spend day and nights in clubs,as a result of job loss. 
myself i was still working in my work station,supporting our family. And since He was not working i didn’t have any issue!
I was stressed in some instances because everytime i try to engage him,he would say am frustrating him coz of joblessness.
I had a rough time by then.
He would arrive home torn and wasted at around 2:00am!
Sometimes i couldn’t open for him and let him spend nightout in the car!
I knew if i let him in fight would start immediately.

FRIENDS:
One day a friend told me that hubby has fallen in love with the bar maid!
I can’t explain the pain<coz till today when i see the woman i feel the physical pain.

ACCUSATION:
He would start accusing me of having affairs with fellow POLICEMEN!
When I all knew that was so untrue! And having spending all my salary in my family Him included!

BITTERNESS:
I felt bitter and stress and pain started consuming me!
One day decided enough is enough took the car keys waved Him goodbye with a plan to KILL myself!

One Day i even corked My GUN TO FLUSH OUT THE FAMILY!
Was ready to kill Him, myself and kids!
He fought me and i was over powered and that day my deal collapsed!

Jenniffer: am sorry prince but wanted to kill my kids first!!!

MISCARRIAGE:
Prince didn’t tell you i got pregnant, hiding in the umbrella called LOVE!
Due to stress i had a miscarriage!

PRAYERS:
Prince all this time when my marriage was ok,we would go to church together as familly!

One night Lord did a visitation,My child got sick and that thing touched so much!
How would i let my kids suffer when am long gone??????

I turned to LORD got Saved and that was a turn around of my life!

FORGIVENESS:
I chose to forgive Him, not because he deserved!
I deserved PEACE
I deserved My Children
I deserved my Family
My LIFE was paramount!

Am still PRAYING FOR HIM! 
nione kama atachange kabisa!
There is a POSITIVE change, though slight!

PARTING SHORT:
I ONLY TRUST GOD.
I KNOW A DAY WILL COME WHEN I’II REMEMBER THIS AND LOUGH OUT LOUD!

Life can be hell, but DEATH ISN’T THE SOLUTION!

I LIVE EVERY DAY AS A GIFT FROM GOD,TAKING CARE OF MY BABIES.

I could have ended up in JAIL OR EVEN DEAD!

GOD HASN’T FINISHED WITH ME YET!
AMEN

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